Spent my 29th birthday pretty much by myself since I had to go to class for bar classes, come home take my pregnant person nap, do a performance test and go visit Bear and Joe at the hospital. Not what I'd hoped for, but not sad at all... it was nice to find a vmail every hour to wish me happy birthday and just to get news that Bear was doing better. I was hoping he'd come home today, but it looks like he may tomorrow.. thats all I want right now. Studying for the bar has been a grueling experience and seriously Im forgetting everything I remember. All the while, Im feeling massive guilt for not being with Bear and making Joe take on the huge responsibility of taking care of him all day long.
I have to admit now, I think I put a little too much on my plate. Im gonna be TOO pregnant to take the test and its hard with a 2 year old already who is stronger than me already. I can't sleep because im too uncomfortable, Im starting to retain water and Im STRESSED. However I do know and appreciate the fact that I am lucky to have the option to do all this and be where I am, with a husband that is so patient, strong and humble and a son that is just the world to me and his father, the funniest kid we know. Im only 29 and I feel like I have so much to be thankful for.....
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whoa! and i thought i was tired, esther. i can't complain. it's amazing what small moments of gratitude can get you through when you get really busy and it's stressful. happy belated birthday and good luck on your studies! i hope bear feels better soon.
Happy belated birthday Esther!!!!! Sorry you have so much going on right now. I have a bar studying person in my house right now and she is stressed with just that. Good luck on getting through the next month.
=) =) =) luv ya birthday girl!